CosmicChaosJourney

After searching for what my purpose was this whole time, I came to the realisation that purpose does not come from years of planning. Mine came through a single encounter that change the whole trajectory of what I wanted to do and it get so ingrained within you that you cannot ignore it anymore. I did not find my purpose in a classroom, or through guidance. I found it through meeting one person who ignited something inside of me, that felt like a fire that refused to be flamed down. And that fire became writing. Since then, I have wanted to be an author.  An author who creates, who publishes, who leaves behind in the form of words. I wanted to be seen through my writing, understood through my thoughts, and remembered through the emotions I could translate onto a page. Some people are fortunate enough to pursue this kind of career with support, with access, with resources. Others, like me, do not have those opportunities. The options are limited, the path is unclear, and the support...

POEMBYRM  POSITANO, ITALY 19.05.2026 The Sun High In The Sky, Glazing My Skin  Empty Stomach, Trouble with 26 Stairs All Worth It For A Spaghetti Alle Vongole 26° Degree, Let's Go To Carolina Positano Bakery Thank You Signora, Stracciatella Gelato Was A Delicacy A Full Day At The Beach, Dipping In Every Sea Some Was Warm, Others Was Cold To My Skin Some were in the middle of boats, Others Among  Rocks The Best Part Was Sitting And Having The Mediterranean Octopus Salad. Reading Engulfed By His Silence - My Last Limerence What A Strange Choice Of Book Subscribe It Was All Live Through The Lens Of Another Woman Until We Meet One Day, Buon Appetito!   

There is a truth that often goes unnoticed in the rhythm of everyday life: impatience does not just disrupt moments. It distorts character. It slips into our tone and reactions, reshaping how we meet the world. Over time, what begins as urgency can harden into arrogance, and what feels like efficiency can quietly become harm. We live in a world that rewards speed. Quick replies, fast decisions, immediate movement. There is a subtle pressure to keep up, to not fall behind, to move before we fully feel or understand. But beneath that urgency lies something deeper. Ego speaking through energy, convincing us that our time, our path, our pace matters more than the shared space we exist in. And yet, life is not a private road. It is collective. It belongs to everyone. Impatience Is A State of Disconnection Impatience is often misunderstood as a personality flaw, something minor, something excusable. But in truth, it is a state of disconnection from presence, from empathy, and from awareness....

Rasna Malathari   A PAST LOVER  Coming In My Dreams, For What?  Are You Having A Hard Time? Found Out You Are Marrying In September Is It True? Her Name Is Oceanne I Remember How You Love The Ocean No Wonder, She Is The One You Are Not Wearing The Wedding Ring It's Happening, You Are Moving To A New Place Subscribe It's Near Mine, You Are In Love, Auckland Your Energy Feels In Love Talking About Homies As If You Were Always This Way  Go Live Your Best LiFe I Have Been Defeated Into An Illusion Go, Rush To Your Reality   

Rasna Malathari   6TH MAY 7:20, You're Not Here Should I Wait, Should I Not? I Felt An Energetic Pull To My Left There You Are, Wearing Dark Green You Were Approaching Me, I Could Not Help But Stare At You. We Met, But Could Not Mutter A Word To Each Other  Subscribe I kept My Distance By Not Being In Your Presence Universe Has A Way Of Conspiring Things We End Up Seeing Each Other, Still This Magnetic Pull You've Recognised Me By My Voice, My Heart Trembles Our Eyes Met, You Held It This Time For The First Time, I Let My Guard Down.   

Rasna Malathari   ALL BLACK FITS  Black Jumper, Black Jeans, Glasses With Strains Of Gold  Goatee Beard, Piercings Eyes  Let Me Look At You Longer Wanna Be Between That Black Fit Of Yours Subscribe Too Hear Your Voice, Too Lost, Too Focus Your Smile, Too Addictive Sun Glazing Your Brown Skin, Mine To See You Shine Sparkling Black Eyes, Mine To Consume I Saw You First, Let Me Be The Last Too.

Rasna Malathari   ACQUAINTANCE BETWEEN US  No Tie Is Forming Between Us  Just Overthinking Growing Between Us At Any Point, We Can Let Go Of Each Other Like Nothing, Will Be Back To Being Unacquainted Feelings Are Temporary, I Want To Move On From This Loop I Feel I Gave Too Much Importance To An Acquaintance To An Insecure Man, I felt For The "Potential Of Someone" Again    Subscribe One Moment Is Enough To Turn This Tie  Into Something Different For Us  One Moment To Turn Us Into Strangers Again I'm Fed Up Of This Pull And Push Between Us I'm Fed Up Of This Hot And Cold Between Us Let Go, You are Ruining Things For Us Going Nowhere With This Nameless Tie Between Us Grateful To Have Known You, Acquaintance.