Rasna Malathari   A PAST LOVER  Coming In My Dreams, For What?  Are You Having A Hard Time? Found Out You Are Marrying In September Is It True? Her Name Is Oceanne I Remember How You Love The Ocean No Wonder, She Is The One You Are Not Wearing The Wedding Ring It's Happening, You Are Moving To A New Place Subscribe It's Near Mine, You Are In Love, Auckland Your Energy Feels In Love Talking About Homies As If You Were Always This Way  Go Live Your Best LiFe I Have Been Defeated Into An Illusion Go, Rush To Your Reality   

Rasna Malathari   6TH MAY 7:20, You're Not Here Should I Wait, Should I Not? I Felt An Energetic Pull To My Left There You Are, Wearing Dark Green You Were Approaching Me, I Could Not Help But Stare At You. We Met, But Could Not Mutter A Word To Each Other  Subscribe I kept My Distance By Not Being In Your Presence Universe Has A Way Of Conspiring Things We End Up Seeing Each Other, Still This Magnetic Pull You've Recognised Me By My Voice, My Heart Trembles Our Eyes Met, You Held It This Time For The First Time, I Let My Guard Down.   

Rasna Malathari   ALL BLACK FITS  Black Jumper, Black Jeans, Glasses With Strains Of Gold  Goatee Beard, Piercings Eyes  Let Me Look At You Longer Wanna Be Between That Black Fit Of Yours Subscribe Too Hear Your Voice, Too Lost, Too Focus Your Smile, Too Addictive Sun Glazing Your Brown Skin, Mine To See You Shine Sparkling Black Eyes, Mine To Consume I Saw You First, Let Me Be The Last Too.

Rasna Malathari   ACQUAINTANCE BETWEEN US  No Tie Is Forming Between Us  Just Overthinking Growing Between Us At Any Point, We Can Let Go Of Each Other Like Nothing, Will Be Back To Being Unacquainted Feelings Are Temporary, I Want To Move On From This Loop I Feel I Gave Too Much Importance To An Acquaintance To An Insecure Man, I felt For The "Potential Of Someone" Again    Subscribe One Moment Is Enough To Turn This Tie  Into Something Different For Us  One Moment To Turn Us Into Strangers Again I'm Fed Up Of This Pull And Push Between Us I'm Fed Up Of This Hot And Cold Between Us Let Go, You are Ruining Things For Us Going Nowhere With This Nameless Tie Between Us Grateful To Have Known You, Acquaintance.

Exploring the painful reality of maternal rivalry, conditional love, and the path to self-liberation. There are wounds so invisible that they almost defy language, and yet their weight is undeniable. Among them, the most piercing is the wound carried when the very person meant to nurture us instead becomes our deepest source of pain. This is the paradox of the mother wound . A space where love and cruelty coexist, where protection is replaced by rivalry, and where a child learns far too early that unconditional love may remain forever out of reach. The idea that a mother could be an adversary disrupts the narrative we are taught to hold sacred. Motherhood is idealized as selfless, warm, and unwavering. And yet, not all daughters grow up in that embrace. For some, the mother is not a source of safety but the first architect of shame, guilt, and eroded self-worth. The mother wound manifests not only in how one is treated, but in how one learns to see oneself through her eyes. Conditiona...

Rasna Malathari   𝕄𝕄𝕏𝕏𝕍𝕀  Little me, Hopeless, Naive  Suppressed By Patriarchal Ways Of Living Suffocated, Angry, Confused, Why me? Don't Talk Loudly, Laugh Loudly At Night  Not Very Women Like Household Chores Dump On Me, At A Young Age For Control, To Make Known Of My Place As A Girl In This World Silence By Hits And Harsh Words. Don't Be All That, Stay low, You're A Girl After All Don't Eat Too Much, You're A Girl After All Don't Do This, Don't Do That Comparison, Gaslight, Confused, Again Me? Fear, Discomfort, Loss, Disappointment It went on  Escapism Became My Reality, Daydreaming My Comfort    Subscribe Outside Was Worst But Then Outside Became My Safety My Refugee; My Mind, BoyBand Youtubers, Music, DIY... Darkness Creep In, Fight An Act Of Bravery, For What? Destroy, Broken, Numb 02 November 2016 A Curse Disguised As A Blessing.

FAM Rasna Malathari Mother, Father, Siblings Wait, By Blood Only Guilt, How Did I Dare To Think This Way Debt, Repay Condition Over Condition By Heart, Never, More Effort Went Outside Their Script Again    Subscribe Punished, Did It Hurt? Silence, Glare, Words Tell Me, Tell Me More You Are Just Making UP Stuff Detaching,Forgetting Going Numb With Time Next Time, Same Feeling