Exploring the painful reality of maternal rivalry, conditional love, and the path to self-liberation. There are wounds so invisible that they almost defy language, and yet their weight is undeniable. Among them, the most piercing is the wound carried when the very person meant to nurture us instead becomes our deepest source of pain. This is the paradox of the mother wound . A space where love and cruelty coexist, where protection is replaced by rivalry, and where a child learns far too early that unconditional love may remain forever out of reach. The idea that a mother could be an adversary disrupts the narrative we are taught to hold sacred. Motherhood is idealized as selfless, warm, and unwavering. And yet, not all daughters grow up in that embrace. For some, the mother is not a source of safety but the first architect of shame, guilt, and eroded self-worth. The mother wound manifests not only in how one is treated, but in how one learns to see oneself through her eyes. Conditiona...

Rasna Malathari   𝕄𝕄𝕏𝕏𝕍𝕀  Little me, Hopeless, Naive  Suppressed By Patriarchal Ways Of Living Suffocated, Angry, Confused, Why me? Don't Talk Loudly, Laugh Loudly At Night  Not Very Women Like Household Chores Dump On Me, At A Young Age For Control, To Make Known Of My Place As A Girl In This World Silence By Hits And Harsh Words. Don't Be All That, Stay low, You're A Girl After All Don't Eat Too Much, You're A Girl After All Don't Do This, Don't Do That Comparison, Gaslight, Confused, Again Me? Fear, Discomfort, Loss, Disappointment It went on  Escapism Became My Reality, Daydreaming My Comfort Outside Was Worst But Then Outside Became My Safety My Refugee; My Mind, BoyBand Youtubers, Music, DIY... Darkness Creep In, Fight An Act Of Bravery, For What? Destroy, Broken, Numb 02 November 2016 A Curse Disguised As A Blessing.

FAM Rasna Malathari Mother,Father, Siblings Wait, By Blood Only Guilt,How Did I Dare To Think This Way Debt,Repay Condition Over Condition By Heart, Never, More Effort Went Outside Their Script Again Punished, Did It Hurt? Silence, Glare, Words Tell Me, Tell Me More You Are Just Making UP Stuff Detaching,Forgetting Going Numb With Time Next Time, Same Feeling

I Gave Him All Rasna Malathari Distance, Silent, Eye Contact He looked, I did not dare His Touch, I did not feel It's A Sin, Distance It's Forbidden, Silence But Love, His Eyes Attention, Gave Him All Begged, Mistreated, Ghosted Ego hurt, I Gave him all End up, Giving Myself Away

Feeling Of Overgiving Rasna Malathari Ring Ring,Pick Up A favour Again Heart Speak, Be Good Feeling Guilty, why? Putting Myself Last Again,What To Do? Be Kind, Heart And Mind Agree Help without guilt,They Agree Again Will Come A Day For Sure, You Will Learn Be Kind To Yourself Now

Finding Hope In A New Day Rasna Malathari Starting fresh, Feeling Whimsy Heart Full Of Hope, Mind Full Of Motivation Ready To Turn This Day To Something Positive Oh, Sweet Lord, how could I forget? External Forces, Dimming Your Sparks Not yet, Keep Trying Get Forge To Dust, Not Yet. Start Afresh, The Day Is Not Yet Done